ahhh.....it is tuesday!!! its MCB lesson....on the way to school i met my friend again...the first thing she asked me was "did you bring plastic bag?"....both of us still could not get over yesterday's incident!!!(yesterday the same time i took the bus but it was crowded. my friend was standing beside me...we were in the highway when i suddenly felt like puking...i was having a terrible stomach and i really want to puke. then i quickly turned to my friend and asked her whether she has a plastic bag and then she said no....while the bus was moving she was padding my back to make me feel better. so sweet of her!!! but i still felt like puking then suddenly the bus went high which accelerated my reaction to puke.... i was very close to vomit....gosh i was really scared because the guy in front of me just took out his laptop. i was so close to vomit and i tried my very best not to vomit. i kept on fighting within myself not to vomit and make a mess in the bus...finally when the bus arrived at the station i was relieved and the sensation left.) my friend asked me what would have happened if i vomited at the poor guy in front of me...i told her that i would have pretended to faint and act all the way until i reach somewhere safe because i really do not wish to be in that situation...it was be totally shocking for me and most importantly it would have been for the guy....i would really pity the guy as he did not make any mistake and in the end he would be "bathe" in my vomit......gosh that is really gross to even think of!!!! today the class was not bad...the lesson is not as hard as i imagined but i am afraid of my grades. it is really hard to get the "A"s this semester.....i hardly got "A"s this time.....the facilitators are so self-fish to give the "A"s....haha....actually they have high expectations on the students!!! damn must work really hard!!!! which obviously make me use more of my brain cells to think!! crap sia.... already my life is like hell and the results that i am obtaining is not very good....like this i cannot make it to my goal at all...i have to cry at the end of my poly which i really do not want...i have to work really hard for my grades....i am not sure how well does the daily grades affects but i do not care...i need a good grade to reach my goal....WORK HARD ARCCHANA!!!!