confusion confusion!!!! it is all about my 21st birthday!!! i know that it is in august but the planning for the birthday has already started!!! i initially planned to have both mine and my cousin birthday to be held together because we wanted this for long!!! however, i feel that things are changing a bit... i plan certain things and when i ask for people's advice on it, everyone has different views... some say it not worth it and some say it is not going to work!!!! lots of reviews!!!! i feel stressed over this... i have lots of fear that it is not going to turn out alright!!! i am afraid that people are going to be unhappy over the things that i planned for them!!! plus... my sister's boyfriend has lots in store for her which is meant to be surprise for her.... he didn't know that we were planning to do it together!!! so he planned everything for her.... yesterday when i was talking to him!!! he told me about some of his plans!!! i felt like... i am intruding in his plans as he as a boyfriend planned for his girlfriend which is my sister but if i am going to do with her he has to plan for me too... which is something i feel weird!!! the whole night i was stressed over this!!!! i am afraid people are not going to enjoy my 21st birthday!!! its very heartbreaking when after so much of planning, people are not going to enjoy.... i will cry on that spot if someone said to me that i prefer it another way!!!!finally, after spending the whole night thinking about this, i have decided!!!

I will not celebrate my 21st Birthday

so much of stress in terms of planning, arranging and then preparing for it!!! i am scared about the reaction of the people.... its very scary.... i do not want spend so much of money on something which i am scared off!!! i rather take that money and go on a holiday alone on my 21st birthday. simple and sweet!!! no tension

ah...finally i am here to blog again.... after 26 DEC 2007, my muscles were aching and i felt as if i had extra muscles in my arms and legs.... haha... i think by now people know that i am referring to the BBQ i had with my friends in RP.... it was really the blockbuster event of the year!!!



26 DEC 2007 BBQ



i met up with Nisha, NZ and Gurveen in TPY MRT station... i had a tent and a bag full of bottles to carry. it was really heavy but i was thinking that everything is going to be worth it for the fun we were going to have.... wow cannot wait already... we took the bus 31 to reach marine parade.... i did not know then that it was a long walk from there to the pit... gosh!!!! when we reached the desired bus-stop we alighted and then walked... we walked and walked... my legs were really aching and worst of all was the stuffs that i was carrying... haha... thinking about it now i felt i was going for a month holiday when the the bbq was only for one night.... silly of me!!! finally we reached the ECP but not our pit... we walked some more while walking NZ was cheering for us... she kept on saying (let's chiong... a bit more only... we can do it)...we were almost in giving up state when suddenly it started to pour... we rushed to the nearest shelter but we forgot to see that it was muddy near the path we were running.... hahaha.... i and gurveen were near the mud and then my slippers got stuck in the mud... gurveen took the bag and run out of the mud because she was disgusted by the mud... she was not able to stand it... i tried to get out of the mud but i was not able to.... my slipper were stuck.... i used my force to pull my leg up and finally the slippers gave way (which means they tore)... i was hurrying for the shelter and only reaching there i realised that it tore ( i didn't have slippers for the moment!!!!) i was in barefoot all the while... while in the shelter we were washing our legs with the rain...haha.... that was a sight!!!!



after that, when the rain was lesser... we decided to walk towards the pit!!!! what a luck... it rained again!!! thank god before we got wet we went to another shelter....haha.... we were hopping shelter....NZ called naf and shikin for help...the things were heavy...finally after sometime, the rain lessen and it was safe to go out. at last we reached our pit. 32C....(won the medal for hardships)hahaha...lame

we placed the things near the bbq area and opened our umbrella to protect them from getting wet!!! we rather get wet then the things and the food!!!!then we set out to build the tent!!! that's the problem there...none of us actually knows how to build the tent.... we tried and tried but we were not sure the exact details of the tent!!!! then i called two guys to help us build the tent...wow.. they were superb.... they make it look so simple to build the tent.... fantastic job by them!!!!!

after building the tent, preeta and Shikin arrived together...they had the bottles of drinks. i, preeta and shikin went to buy ice and i needed a pair of slipper to go home with!!! i do not want to look like a saint all the way. we made a whole big round in the shops when the first shop in front of us was selling the slippers...haha...it was a small or mini exercise for me!!! walk too much already!!! i am hungry... we bought the ice and walked back

when we reached the pit, they were already cooking the food!!!yum yum...slowly the time flew...nisha's family came down...her mom was very lively!!! modern!!! we all ate and talked as much as we want..we didn't have a time limit like in school!!!(in school can talk during the break-outs only)haha... had a very good time

around 8.40, we decided to bring out the cake...nisha placed the cake under and i quickly took it out of the box while NZ was on guard!!! we tried our best not to show but i suppose they would have guessed that it is a cake!!! hahaha.... nisha was doing the candles while i light them up and NZ was still on guard duty!!! (loyal to her job)haha... finally everything was set!!! then the called the birthday gals gurveen and Shikin to blow the candles and cut the cake...ooooo it was a touchy moment there... what are friends for??

after that, we eat some more and soon Gurveen, Shikin, Naf, Preeta and Shikin left. only the three of us left!! i look at NZ, NZ look at nisha and nisha look at me!!! hahaha...

the whole night we talked about lots of stuffs... girls got lots to talk about when they meet their clicks... it was nice talking... around 3 plus we find it amazing that the time is going very fast!!! around 4.10 i felt sleepy... i was trying hard not to sleep... i had not slept the previous night due to Christmas celebration... if it reached 8am in the morning then i would consider that i had not slept for the past 48 hours!!! so i felt very sleepy... NZ and nisha went to the beach while i slept for a while in the tent!!! sleeping in the tent was worst.... the floor was so damn hard... it felt like i was sleeping in the rock stone!!! gosh... my back hurt a lot...finally i gave up... i slept while sitting down... that was not as pain as the floor!!!

around 5.30am we met up again!!!i was not able to sleep again!!! we all talked again...soon the time flew... the sky was turning purple.... during that time we started to pack a bit so that later we would not have a lot to pack....when the sky turned purple.... it was a signal that the sun is going to come out soon!!! we took the value belongings and a mat.... we went near the beach and sat on the mat... cool right!!! then this time we took pictures... NZ was very high early morning!!! taking pictures, running here and there!!! early morning all are high!!!(could it be the apple juice that she drank???)

we took even a video of how we felt!!! hahah..first time i am taking a video...anyways we waited and waited for the sun... but the sky was clear blue already!!! gosh the clouds blocked the sun!!! we could not see the sun rise!!! damn... never mind!!! we said there will be a next time so it is OK!!! we packed the remaining things... and walked out of EC... this time we took the shorter route.... in the bus the three of us slept!!! we could not hold it any longer!!!!

i just woke up a few stops before the stop that i should get down..... when my stop arrived i forgot about the bag that was with NZ... i quickly took that bag, my tent and my other bag and left... so clumsy.... when i got down, i was waiting for the bus and within few minutes the bus arrived, i boarded the bus and took the seat, i continued my sleep back as i know it is going to be a long journey...... when i reached my final stop, i didn't realised that the oil was dripping...gosh....i quickly got down from the stop.... i didn't know what to do... i went home and immediately took a shower... i know i smelled the worst!!! after the shower i slept in my own bed...

when i wake up... my body was aching all over... the fruit of our labour!!!!

its Christmas!!!wow...time to open my present!!!hahah....my one and only present!!!!eee.... i went to my brother's girlfriend house yesterday...we were having a small gathering at her house to celebrate Christmas!!! when i entered the house, i was taken aback by the amount of food on the table....there were a lot.... lots and lots... i tried the home made pizza first....it was tasty with the chicken and hot dog combined.... then i took the spaghetti... there were 2 sauces for it... one with chicken and one without chicken...not bad huh!!! then i tried the chicken wings that was home made and plus there was KFC chickens too...it was a real feast for me!! hee..hee... then i was served the drinks followed by home made cake with chocolate topping on the top....wow..then came the ice-cream....by this time i felt like my stomach was about to burst....thank god i was not wearing pants..if not i had to loosen my button in the pants...hahaha... after the cake...my sis girlfriend said that i forgot to try the soup thus she gave me the soup that was made...then came the the final part which was the chocolate fountain... that's where we dip the fruits in the chocolate and eat them... it was fantastic... i really liked the food and most importantly the warmth they had in the house!!! it was a great experience for me... i left their house at 11.15pm.... i had my share of fun!!! anyways, MERRY CHRISTMAS to all and enjoy the day...

omg....i feel really tired now!!!my parents are going to overseas tomorrow!!!my mom is packing and "repacking" the whole of her luggage!!! pls someone save me!!! i guess she is pretty anxious about going for her trip but this is too much...she is packing and then repacking the whole of her luggage!!!! the worst of all is that i have to help her with the things... it is kind of irritating a bit.... to add on, she treats me like a small kid and make sure i behave!!! pls ppl.... i can take care of myself!!!

i am still thinking about my BTT test yesterday!!! i was well prepared for the test (i think)... when i entered the place, i was the only nerd who had notes and was studying for the test... the rest of the people who came for the test were busy talking on the phone, some where playing their PSP, one of the girl was checking her make-up... i felt weird studying in front of them... thus i put away my notes and book...i was trying to recall the important information and notes in my mind.... just few minutes before the E-trial test, they opened the door and verified the ID... the whole process was fast... then immediately after that, i log in and started my practise. the questions were easy and i was able to answer them quite quickly.... when i finished the test, i clicked end test and my results was shown (I PASSED)... haha... well this is not the real one.... my real exam is at 2pm....seeing that i passed the e-trial i was a bit relieved....hahah...not bad with my effort... finally the moment arrived...i went to take my real exam.... quite anxious about it....this time the questions were tough... almost 80% of the questions were applications questions... i had some tough time doing it...i was the last one to leave the place and my results were (FAILED)...sad right!!! well actually i am not sad as i expected to be... i told myself next time i will pass and hopefully pass...well that's my sad story for the day!!!

hi everyone!!! i am here to blog again!!!! haha... that's a lame start....well my cousin's engagement went fine....i wore this pink Punjabi suit and some matching accessories to go along with the Punjabi suit... my mom's choice was not bad!!!!hahaha..... i arrived at the reception hall at about 10.15..... my family was among the first few to arrive... i was waiting for my cousins to arrive so that we can catch up on each other's lives....lots to gossip about....its the gals syndrome.... finally one by one my cousins came and believe my it was really fun catching up with each other's life.... it is a sad thing that only during functions and important events that we see each other and hang out with each other... in normal days, we hardly hang out!!!!everyone is busy with his or her life....sad.... anyways... finally the moment arrived....the groom side arrived....lots of people came and soon the whole placed was lively....wow....my cousin was engaged after performing some rituals...after the engagement, everyone left to eat...i was giving away chocolates to the people who were still sitting in the chairs waiting for the crowd to lessen!!! after that duty... i went down to cit chat with my relatives and that's when i saw preeta...actually preeta was the one who saw me and came up to me... i did not see her as i was seeing something else....i was shocked...she told me her relationship with the groom and i told her mine... she is the cousin of the groom and i am the cousin of the bride...haha... its a small world after all... she introduced me to her cousins... they seem nice and sweet!!! wow new relations...how exciting!!!! after the whole event!!! i was really tired!!! it ended around 2pm.... i headed home with my dad and my mom was going over to another function!!! she went for a wedding!! she was even more tired than me when she came back home after the wedding!!! anyways... i wish all the best to the newly engaged couple!!!

haiz....it is after my Immunology UT3.... i feel very tired and confused... all were discussing the UT answers which was stressing me out. then i went to my friend class to talk to her and then i heard from them the answer which i regretted ever going. ( from this you know that my answer was not the same as the faci mentioned) anyways, what is done cannot be undone... now i have to focus on doing my MCB UT properly because i screwed the previous one terribly until my predicted grade just dropped. btw, today's genetics lesson was quite ok. it is about the fingerprinting. not bad.... i saw my fingerprints and was a bit amused by the RC counts. shikin had 50 and i had is 63. one of the lowest in the class...actually the second lowest to be more precise...hahah.....small fingers ppl.....right now i feel irritated that my Internet connection is not working properly... something is seriously wrong with it and i am not able to use it properly at all.... i cannot even login to any websites when i am at home.....idiot.... i hate this.... it was very hard for me to survive the weekend without the Internet...it was boring....very boring...

Answer the following questions,
1) The person who tagged you is ?My good friend, Nisha..
2)Your relationship with her is ?My very good friend in RP... the only person i speak in Tamil.
3)Your impression of her ? (Very good person to mix with!!! She's actually a wild person inside but looks the quiet type outside (haha... i am in trouble)... a very nice person to hang out with and definately can trust!!!)
4)The most memorable thing she has done for you ? (Saving me!!!)
5)If she becomes your lover, you will ? ppl... i am straight!!! (so... i think there is no chance)
6) If she becomes your lover, things she have to improve ? ( hmm... very hard to say!!! she is nice the way she is... i like her friendship so honestly there is nothing i want her to change)
7)If she becomes your enemy, you will .. ?( i dun think that will happen!!! with her... no chance...she is the type who takes comment and easy going... so this would not happen)
8)If she becomes your enemy the reason is ? (maybe forcing her to eat!!!)
9)Your overall impression of her ? (a very good person to mix and spend the time with... you can share with her anything and she will be always there to help you!!! she always welcome people with a smiling face!!)
The character you love yourself are ? (not able to get angry!!!)
On the contrary, the character you hate yourself ? (nothing!!! what i am is unique to me!!!)
The most ideal person you want to be is ? (i am not sure)
For ppl that care & likes you, say something to them ? (i will always treasure you guys!!! and think of the moments i spent with you!!)

what a rainy day!!! it is a fantastic day to read a book and drink hot Milo along with it... wow... i went to school today to get my Hep B jab (2nd)... i met nisha and gurveen in the bus stop.. gurveen was telling the questions that she encountered during her PP presentation. i find that some questions were way too out of topic from what she was doing in the PP... maybe they wanted to test her knowledge on things that she knows in RP.... i was surprised with the questions... when we entered the wellness room... it was pretty empty... not like the previous time where we three had to queue up for the injection. i went first for my jab. it was not painful at all. i was focused on not kissing the doctor again!!! i do not want that horrible mistake to happen again!!! hahaha.... poor doc...he does not know that i am blogging abt him! anyways, after the jab... we 3 had a drink and i bought a sandwich for the grumbling stomach of mine... if i did not satisfy its needs...soon there would be a ROCK concert in my stomach.... Free music can be heard...no need to buy tickets....hahaha.... well ppl that's my stomach.... OMG.... there is med tech UT tomorrow and i have not studied yet!! better start studying now.... bye ppl