I have not updated my blog for so long!!! well a series of events took place which are shocking, surprising, happy and even sad!!! however, right now i feel shitty!!! yes people for the first time i am using the word "shitty" to describe how i feel. I am sick and my running nose is making it even worse... i saw the doctor yesterday and my temperature was 38.7... oh god i am in for it!!! the one thing that i hate is having fever.... damn wonder when this whole fever thing would be over... my mom asked the doctor to give me extra strong medicines.... and the doctor gave me so many tablets with the cough syrup.... my goodness when saw the tablets in my hand i felt even more sick...

the second thing that i hate is taking medicine. even the normal panadol counts in.... i do not know why but i am "allergic" to medicine... the more i see them the more sick i feel.... my mother knows that i will not take the medicines on time so what she did yesterday was, she stood beside me and gave me the tablets one by one and make sure i take them. then she gave me the cough syrup. after that she told me to open my mouth so that she can check that i really swallowed the medicines!!!

In the past, i would pretend that i am taking the medicine and drink the plain water. actually i would store the medicines under tongue or near my cheeks area, then when my mom is not around i would spit it out...i still hate to take medicines!!!yucks....i feel more sick when i take those tablets...