As we discussed on Friday at the FYP meeting, we are supposed to write down all the information till meeting 4. today, when i opened the book... i feel so scared to write... i thought i am being immature and ridiculous as i am going to write someday on it....however, every time i tried to write, i am not sure why i feel so scared and shaky!!! i think i just could not accept the fact that i am going to yr 3 of my poly days and soon i have to graduate!!! Being the senior citizens in the poly i guess!!! hahaha.... senior citizens!!! Now the time is 10.30pm almost and I still have not written anything in the logbook.... i feel really uncertain about writing in the book!!! Nervous breakdown.... hahahahaha.... the last time I had a nervous breakdown was when i was in secondary school... awee... I spent the whole day opening and closing the logbook!!! Besides this, I was watching a movie online from the website that NZ gave me… wow… my motivation for the weekends… this weekends must take a lot of rest because next week which is the coming Monday I am going to being my attachment in STN. I am so excited… it is something that I wanted in RP… hands-on practice… I wish to acquire the skills and the knowledge that those people in STN have… waiting eagerly for the day to arrive!!