A WEEK FULL OF CRYING

The most unexpected thing happened..... i had an argument after my FYP meeting... it is the least expected thing.... i had an argument with nz... the last person that i thought i will fight with.... i would not speak about why we fought and was is the argument is because i wish to respect the privacy of ours... i was totally down... she is one of my close friend in RP... i enjoy hers and Nisha' s company a lot and then this happened.... it is really painful when you fight with someone who is close to you... i hated the feeling.... i could not control my tears at all... to be honest i cried... i am not sure why but the past week i have been crying a lot... its like a waterfall... though we are in the "cool" pace... but seriously speaking it would take sometime to heal.... i just do not understand how come we ended up like that.... we used to sail in the same boat and now i am in the different boat and she is in the different boat... from where the difference came???? i think it is a really bad week for me... i am crying all week and i am emotionally down most of the times and now i feel i screwed up my friendship... i just do not understand what the hell is wrong... hopefully this thing gets over... it is tiring for me to go on like this!!! seriously people... i just want to be myself...